Ok, I haven't updated a journal for over a year.. almost two years! omg lol XD So here's something quickish
Fear meme! how fun~ I don't know who started this though D:

Rules;
If you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of BS.


I fear ...

[] black people
[●] the dark
[] staying single forever
[●] being a parent
[●] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[●] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[●] spiders
[] flowers or other plants

[] being touched
[] fire
[] deep deep water
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[●] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[●] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow

[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[●] death
[] heaven
[●] being robbed
[] falling
[] clowns
[●] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors
[] tornadoes

[] hurricanes
[●] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[●] scary movies
[●] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[●] becoming blind
[●] becoming deaf
[] growing up

[●] creepy noises in the night
[] accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[] blood

TOTAL : 16

Whoot I'm normal XD I'm close to paranoid though! Some of them I'm not reeeallly scared of, but I ticked it anyway coz I am sometimes.. (like closed spaces) I'm really scared of ghosts and bugs in general D: and Human dolls scare me sometimes ( 'o' ('o' )

just updating journal.. the one before, I wrote it on Feb 3
lol that's like a month ago-_-
anyway, I made a new avvie, that's like Ambo's! It's like supposed to join thingy and we're going to change the background XD



aww how cute XD LOL

anyway, still 97 pictures to go on my 100 pic challenge
ambo's not started yet, When R you going to do it pabo girl XD

anyway--

THE LIST............................

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice-------------------------------------------------------------[x]
58. Kick in the Head---------------------------in scraps.. lol----------[x]
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning------------------------------------------------------------[x]
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Ambo was being such an emo yesterday.. kk
Anyway, while she was being an emo, she said that she'll do a 100 picture challenge, so I decided to do it aswell ^^

Here are: The rules

1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

[x]=done

THE LIST............................

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice-------------------------------------------------------------[x]
58. Kick in the Head---------------------------in scraps.. lol----------[x]
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning------------------------------------------------------------[x]
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Maturity test. ARE YOU AFRAID?

x = Yes
/ = Half

[ x ] I know how to cook toast. O_O
[ x ] I can do my own laundry.
[ ] I can cook for myself. I can cook eggs + instant noodles + rice and that's it lol
[ / ] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations.

Total so far = 2 and a half

[ x ] I show up for school all of the time unless I'm sick.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[ ] I've never gotten a detention. >.> I got it once before..-0-
[ x ] I've watched talk shows.
[ x ] I drink coffee/tea at least once a week. *silent scream*

Total so far = 5 and a half

[ x ] I know how to run the dish washer and/or do the dishes.
[ x ] I can count to 5 in either Spanish/French /German/Italian/etc. In Italian and Korean and Jap and English lol
[ ] When I say I'm going to do something I always do it. Maybe-0-
[ ] I can mow the lawn. I don't know how to use a lawn mower
[ ] I remember to water my plants. never
[ x ] I study when I HAVE to.
[ x ] I pay attention at school most of the time. Almost always. Unless Ambo's being pabo and talking.

Total so far = 9 and a half

[ x ] I can spell experience without looking it up.
[ x ] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I always understand jokes the first time they are said. Nope
[ x ] I can type fast. yeah, quite fast I guess..

Total so far = 12 and a half

[ ] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ x ] I realize that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 20 and have a job.
[ / ] I can read a book and actually finish it. Only if I like it

Total so far = 14

[ ] I knew that the alphabet and twinkle twinkle little star have the same rhythm. OMG I didn't know that lol
[ x ] You just checked. Yes I did, so what
[ x ] You actually watch the weather. Yeah.. so I can check if I need a umbrella or not etc..kk

Total = 16
Actual age= 16

LOL I'm my age lol-0-;
I got this off from Pabo Amber
inyowa

Soon it's end of holidays!! DX NOOO~~
So sad TAT
I got my books today from school.. It's going to be hard!
But it's kinda gunna be fun coz I will be a senior! XD
But it's also not really good coz we have to wear blazers-_-

Anyhow, Amber, have you watched any of the Animes?
watch Mushishi, Kekkaishi, Fruits basket first..^^ and then watch bleach, hunter x hunter (you don't have this but you can watch from the internet), and then etc etc XD XD

My internet is slow, and it's annoying-_- I can't watch Hunter x Hunter or any other animes..-0- or go on other sites... but I have Sims 2 so it's ok ^^
the pets are so cute..but they're so stupid sometimes, even if I make them genius..
This cat wrecked a brand new chair that cost 900 simeleons or whatever you call.. -_-^

Anyway, I talked too much.. If you don't know Sims 2, or anime.. whatever-_- you can just.. yeah..